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Parlez yous francais chapter 104 The social evenings took place on alternate Mondays. There was one at the beginning of Philip s second week at Lynn s. He arranged to go with one of the women in his department. Meet em alf way, she said, same as I do. This was Mrs. Hodges, a little woman of five and forty, with badly dyed hair she had a yellow face with a network of small red veins all over it, and yellow whites to her pale blue eyes. She took a fancy to Philip and called him by his Christian name before he had been in the shop a week. We ve both known what it is to come down, she said. She told Philip that her real name was not Hodges, but she always referred to me usband Misterodges he was a barrister and he treated her simply shocking, so she left him as she preferred to be independent like but she had known what it was to drive in her own carriage, dear she called everyone dear and they always had late dinner at home. She used to pick her teeth with the pin of an enormous silver brooch. It was in the form of a whip and a hunting crop crossed, with two spurs in the middle. Philip was ill at ease premier league shirt sponsors quiz in his new surroundings, and the girls in the shop called him sidey. One addressed him as Phil, and he did not answer because he had not the least idea that she was speaking to him so she tossed her head, saying he was a stuck up thing, and next time with ironical emphasis called him Mister Carey. She was a Miss Jewell, and she was going to marry a doctor. The other girls had never seen him, but they said he must be a gentleman as he gave her such lovely presents. Never you mind what they say, dear, said Mrs. Hodges. I ve ad to go through it same as you ave. They don t know any better, poor things. You take my word for it, they ll like you all right if you old your own same as I ave. The social evening was held in the restaurant in the basement. The tables were put on one side so that there might be room for dancing, and smaller ones were set out for progressive whist. The eads ave to get there early, said Mrs. Hodges. She introduced him to Miss Bennett, who was the belle of Lynn s. She was the buyer in the Petticoats, and when Philip entered was e.He brooded over the end to their friendship and fancied that others were talking of it. In his sensitiveness he saw sneers and wonderings in other fellows manner when they were not bothering their heads with him at all. He imagined to himself what they were saying. After all, it wasn t likely to last long. I wonder he ever stuck Carey at all. Blighter To show his indifference he struck up a violent friendship with a boy called arsenal retro strip Sharp whom he hated cheap psg football kits and despised. He was a London boy, with a loutish air, a heavy fellow with the beginnings of a moustache on his lip and bushy eyebrows that joined one another across the b. ridge of his nose. He had soft hands and manners too suave for his years. He spoke with the suspicion of a cockney accent. He was one of those boys who are too slack to play games, and he exercised great ingenuity in making excuses to avoid such as were compulsory. He was regarded by boys and masters with a vague dislike, and it was from arrogance that Philip now sought his society. Sharp in a couple of terms was going to Germany for a year. He hated school, which he looked upon as an indignity to be endured till he was old barcelona away socks enough to go out into the world. London was all he cared for, and he had many stories to tell of his doings there during the holidays. From his conversation he spoke in a soft, deep toned voice there emerged the vague rumour of the London streets by night. Philip listened to him at once fascinated and repelled. With his vivid fancy he seemed to see the surging throng round the pit door of theatres, and the glitter of cheap restaurants, bars where men, half drunk, sat on high stools talking with barmaids and under the street lamps the mysterious passing of dark crowds bent upon pleasure. Sharp lent him cheap novels from Holywell Row, which Philip read in his cubicle with a sort of wonderful fear. Once Rose tried to effect a reconciliation. He was a good natured fellow, who did not like having enemies. I say, Carey, why are you being such a silly ass It doesn t do you any good cutting me and all that. I don t know what you mean, answered Philip. Well, I don t see why you shouldn t talk. You bore me, said Philip. Please yourself. Rose shrugged his shoulders and left him. Philip was very white, as he always became when he was moved, and his heart beat violently. When Rose went away he felt suddenly sick with misery. He did not know why he had answered in that fashion. 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There was not best arsenal kits of all time a particle of difference in her manner. He had expected some change, subtle or abrupt he fancied that there would be shame in the way she treated him, or anger, or perhaps some increase of familiarity but there was nothing. She was exactly the same as before. They walked towards the sea all together, talking and laughing and Sally was quiet, but she was always that, reserved, but he had never seen her otherwise, and gentle. She neither sought conversation with him nor avoided it. Philip was astounded. He had expected the incident of the night before to have caused some revolution in her, but it was just as though nothing had happened it might have been a dream and as he walked along, a little girl holding on to one hand and a little boy to the other, while he chatted as unconcernedly as he could, he sought for an explanation. He wondered whether Sally meant the affair to be forgotten. Perhaps her senses had run away with her just as his had, and, treating what had occurred as an accident due to unusual circumstances, it might be that she had decided to put the matter out of her mind. It was ascribing to her a power of thought and a mature wisdom which fitted neither with her age nor with her character. But he realised that he knew nothing of her. There had been in her always something enigmatic. They played leap frog in the water, and the bathe was as uproarious as on the previous day. dortmund champions league kit Sally mothered them all, keeping a watchful eye on them, and calling to them when they went out too far. She swam staidly.ct and his passion for beauty could ally himself to such a creature. But he seemed to revel in the coarseness of her language and would often report some phrase which reeked of the gutter. He referred to her ironically as la fille de mon concierge. Cronshaw was very poor. He earned a bare subsistence by writing on the exhibitions of pictures for one or two English papers, and he did a certain amount of translating. He had been on the staff of an English paper in Paris, but had been dismissed for drunkenness he still however did odd jobs for it, describing sales at the Hotel Drouot barcelona away socks or the revues at music halls. The life of Paris had got into his bones, and he would not change it, notwithstanding its squalor, drudgery, and hardship, for any other in the world. He remained there all through the year, even in summer when everyone he knew was barcelona away socks away, and felt himself only at ease within a mile of the Boulevard St. Michel. But the curious thing was that he had never learnt to speak French passably, and he kept in his shabby clothes bought at La Belle Jardiniere an ineradicably English appearance. He was a man who would have made a success of life a century and a half ago when conversation was a passport to good company and inebriety no bar. I ought to have lived in the eighteen hundreds, he said himself. What I want is a patron. I should have published my poems by subscription and dedicated them to a nobleman. I long to compose rhymed couplets upon the poodle of a countess. My soul yearns for the love of chamber maids and the conversation of bishops. He quoted the romantic Rolla, Je suis venu trop tard dans un monde trop vieux. He liked new faces, and he took a fancy to Philip, who seemed to achieve the difficult feat of talking just enough to suggest conversation and not too much to prevent monologue. Philip was captivated. He did not realise that little that Cronshaw said was new. His personality in conversation had a curious power. He had a beautiful and a sonorous voice, and a manner of putting things which was irresistible to yout. h. All he said seemed to excite thought, and often on the way home Lawson and Philip would walk to and from one another s hotels, discussing some point which a chance word of Cronshaw had suggested. It was disconcerting to Philip, who had a youthful eagerness for results, that Cronshaw s poetry hardly came up to expectation. It had never barcelona away socks been published in a volume, but most of it had appeared in periodicals and after a.