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It seemed to ease her a little. You were always good to me, Philip, she said. That s why I knew I could come to you. Tell me what s happened. Oh, I can t, I can t, she cried out, breaking away from him. He sank down on his knees beside her and put his cheek against hers. Don t you know that there s nothing you can t tell me I can never blame you for anything. She told him the story little by little, and sometimes she sobbed so much that he could hardly understand. Last Monday week he went up to Birmingham, and he promised to be back on Thursday, and he never came, and he didn t come on the Friday, so I wrote to ask what was the matter, and he never answered the letter. And I wrote and said that if I didn t hear from him by return I d go up to Birmingham, and this morning I got a solicitor s letter to say I had no claim on him, and if I molested him he d seek the protection of the law. But it s absurd, cried Philip. A man can t treat his wife like that. Had you had a row Oh, yes, we d had a quarrel on the Sunday, and he said he was sick of me, but he d said it before, and he d come back all right. I didn t think he meant it. He was frightened, because I told him a baby was coming. I kept it from him as long as I could. Then I had to tell him. He said it was my fault, and I ought to have known better. If you d only heard the things he said to me But I found out precious quick that he wasn t a gentleman. He left me without a penny. He hadn t paid the rent, and I hadn t got the money to pay it, and the woman who kept the house said such things to me well, I might have been a thief the way she talked. I thought you were going to take a flat. That s what he said, but we just took furnished apartments in Highbury. He was that mean. He said I was extravagant, he didn t give me anything to be extravagant with. She had an extraordinary way of mixing the trivial with the important. Philip was puzzled. The whole thing was incomprehensible. No man could be such a bayern munich training shorts blackguard. You don t know him. I wouldn t go back to him now not if he was to come and ask me on his bended knees. I was a fool ever to think of him. And he wasn t earning the money he said he was. The lies he told me Philip thought for a minute or two. He was so deeply moved by her distress that he could not think of himself. Would you like me to go to Birmingham I could see him and try to make t.
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